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*Cries*

Today, I had to put poor lil Ban aka Chicken Nuggets to sleep. He was very ill & the vet said he didn't think he'd get better. He said that there was a good possibility Ban would die, just from wrapping him up to get an X-ray, so I decided to give him the final kindness and put him to sleep. I buried him out back next to Jaki & Mel in a spot near the house, where when it snows, I open the window & put food out for the birds there on the ground & the window ledge. It's a spot where a dove died & went back into the earth & wild flowers grow. They vet's office gave me a lil clay imprint of his Ban's feet & they put a couple of his pretty blue feathers on it, with a lil prayer/ story about the rainbow bridge so I can remember him. They put Chicken Nuggets on it as that was the name I gave them for him, since he came to be known by that after Jaki died. I miss him so much... *cries*

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prismatika27
Oct. 13th, 2018 07:44 pm (UTC)
*hugs tightly and cries with you* I’m so, so sorry. After I got your message on DC last night, I couldn’t stop thinking about you and your feather baby. I wish I was there so I could give you a real hug. My heart is broken for you. *hugs again*
kiramaru7
Oct. 13th, 2018 07:54 pm (UTC)
*Cries & holds on tight* Thanks. Awe... he was suffering & I know I did the right thing.I wish you were here too. Awe... *sniffles & hugs you back*
prismatika27
Oct. 13th, 2018 08:15 pm (UTC)
You’re welcome. I’m glad he’s not suffering any more, but I hate that he’s gone. Now you’re suffering and it drives me nuts that there isn’t anything I can do. *hugs more*
kiramaru7
Oct. 13th, 2018 10:56 pm (UTC)
Thanks. It's okay, I'm feeling a lot better about it, knowing he's not suffering. Awe... *HUGGLES*
kattrip033
Oct. 13th, 2018 09:33 pm (UTC)
*HUG* I'm very sorry, Kira
kiramaru7
Oct. 13th, 2018 09:45 pm (UTC)
*huggles* Thanks, Kat.
kattrip033
Oct. 13th, 2018 11:16 pm (UTC)
*huggles back* You're welcome
kiramaru7
Oct. 14th, 2018 12:52 am (UTC)
*huggles*
vexed-wench.dreamwidth.org
Oct. 13th, 2018 09:34 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I am so sorry Kira. It is hard to lose someone you love.
kiramaru7
Oct. 13th, 2018 09:45 pm (UTC)
*huggles* Thanks, Vexed. It really is. T.T
lynne_monstr
Oct. 14th, 2018 12:55 pm (UTC)
Oh Kira, I'm so sorry to hear that. It's such an awful choice to have to make, but you did the right thing. *hugs*
kiramaru7
Oct. 14th, 2018 02:10 pm (UTC)
*huggles* Thanks, Lynne. It really is, but it's the ultimate kindness for a pet that's suffering.
geeky_ramblings
Oct. 14th, 2018 07:17 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry to hear that. It's always hard to lose a pet and I know how much you loved him. *hugs*

Edited at 2018-10-14 07:20 pm (UTC)
kiramaru7
Oct. 15th, 2018 01:51 pm (UTC)
*huggles* Thanks, geeky-chan.
cornerofmadness
Oct. 14th, 2018 08:46 pm (UTC)
Aw, I am so very sorry. Hugs.
yonkyu
Oct. 15th, 2018 03:37 am (UTC)
So sorry for your loss. Hugz. Loves.
katleept
Oct. 18th, 2018 08:40 pm (UTC)
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I'm so sorry, baby!!!!!!! ***HUGE HUGS***
kiramaru7
Oct. 19th, 2018 01:52 am (UTC)
*huggles you tight* Thanks. It was the right thing to do & the last kindness, despite the sadness, he lived a long life and I like to think a good one. <3
katleept
Oct. 19th, 2018 08:28 pm (UTC)
With a bestie like you, my dear, I'm sure it was a great life, and I know he will be missed terribly. <3
kiramaru7
Oct. 20th, 2018 12:00 am (UTC)
Awe... *huggles* Thanks. He is missed! Even my cockatiel, who was in the same room with him & they used to chirp to each other, misses him. T.T We're going to get another bird soon, so he has company again. It's sooo sad how he calls to him & gets no answer. T.T

<3 <3 <3
luxquintessence
Oct. 19th, 2018 11:04 pm (UTC)
I’m just reading this now. I’m so sorry for your loss. 💔
kiramaru7
Oct. 20th, 2018 12:02 am (UTC)
*huggles* Thanks, Lux.
ranuel
Oct. 23rd, 2018 10:37 am (UTC)
Oh, no. I'm so sorry. I just saw this when I came by to wish you a happy birthday. You did the right thing letting him go. I'm sure he knew how much you loved him.

kiramaru7
Oct. 23rd, 2018 05:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks. *huggles8 Yeah, it's hard, but sometimes you have to do it. *sniffles* I hope so.
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